Because i just feel lonely recently .. And i started to think ‘What if i have a boyfriend?’. So, i thought about the boy that i want to be mine.
Maybe it’s because i envy Jongsukie who finally met his soulmate -__- And i thought ” When is my turn?”, and that’s why i finally think about my boyfriend type.
When i was younger, if someone asked me my type of boyfriend i would answered “Natsume Hyuga from Alice Academy” without a second thought.
But because i grew older i kinda changed my type now .. Actually Natsume still in my heart, he always be my perfect boyfriend and i always love him .. But, finding someone like him in this real world is
pretty hard. I mean , seriously.
He’s an imagination boyfriend. He’s just a fictional character. Yeah. I know.
That’s why i changed my type somehow ..
For me a boy who’s smart is attractive. And a boy who can plays violin also very attractive. Someone who has cold personality also make me interested. Also who has cool appearance.
But these days, i like someone who has a cute smile with simple and bright personality. I started to like someone who has opposite character than me. It’s pretty weird because i usually like someone who has similiar personality with me.
Maybe because i’m just one hell of gloomy girl, so i need to find someone who’s like the sun… Because i’m just a moon that can’t shine without the sunshine ..
I feel so melancholic these days ..
So the conclusion is .. i want a boyfriend who has a sweet or cute smile, with bubbly personality, who can make me smile & laugh, someone who cares and willing to listen to my story, who can make me feel complete and comfortable… Someone who doesn’t mind if i being a very crazy fangirl and will understand me .. who will accept me the way i am .. who doesn’t hesitate to act silly with me .. someone who i can depend on ..
He doesn’t need to be the most popular, the richest, the smartest, the coolest boy in this entire universe.
The most important point is he would accepted me the way i am .. my bright side , my dark side .. he would understand me ..
But still, a boy who’s knowledgeable is adorable ~